Rest in peace, my love.

November 28 2008, 1:40 am: the loss was hurtful and the night tragic. I witnessed how she suffered and fought for her life, and I will always admire her for the strength she possessed. Losing her's what hurts most but tiwala lang and at the end of the day, I will understand. I love you Mama Cecy. Rest in peace. You are and will always be the most magayon.;-)

All I want for Christmas is you.

Pe. Pe.

Pig.

I've been eating nonstop since yesterday. So far I've had 3 major meals (breakfast and two lunches), brunch and merienda today. And, just so you know, I want more. 

I want my bag of Ruffles or my can of Picnik but I realized I finished them earlier today. I want Sebastian's Blueberry Cheesecake ice cream. Or bread with Philadelphia Cheese. Or cheesy pops from Pizza Hut. Or pepperoni pizza from S&R. Or double cheese burger from McDonald's (go BIGtime okay?). Or I want pizzadog from Magoo's. OR FLAMING WINGS (DUH HOW COULD I FORGET).:((

K, that's all.:-(

It's called "friendship". Don't ask.

Landlocked. Yup, and landlocked you're not. See, there's a big body of water over there and you thought, "I love the water. Why not swim?" So you test the waters. Nope, you didn't THINK about the value of land. If anything, you just thought of testing the waters and then deciding, but that's basically it. See thinking is different from testing the waters. Thinking requires time but testing the waters entails dipping your foot in it and then choosing between staying on land or submerging yourself in water. 

See, in this case, the land becomes your fallback. Okay, so you're sick of the land but you can't get rid of it. Therefore, you decide to try the water. In this case, you use the land first until something better (like the water) comes around or at least makes itself visible. 

So you fall in love with it. Now what? You test the temperature (just to make sure. You know how much of an awful "sigurista" you are) and when you realize "oh seems like I can get myself in", you leave the land, disgusted of it, and then submerge yourself in the water. But then, if and when the water has left you cold, you get out of it and try to warm yourself again on land. In this case, the land can't escape it cause it should always be around.

In this sense, it's the land that you step on. It's the land that takes you to the see all wonderful sites. It's the land who gives you the warmth you need until you're ready to dip yourself again in water. And in your case, I'm the land. 

Gee, who knew I'd be the first land to walk out on man? Hahaha! Yes, that's possible.

Just because.

I was "preparing myself for the breakdown" for days but it still came in pretty harsh. Not that it broke off unfairly. I just wasn't ready cause I was too happy. I tried to brace myself for today but I wasn't in the 'right shape' to take it. But on second thought, I didn't want all the 'self-briefing' so I guess my preparatory measure's lack of impact isn't the right question to ask.

What is this I'm feeling anyway?

Hay. It's all about trust: "things will be better in the morning." Tiwala lang.

Basta Ikaw, Lord.

Because we rock.

There's nothing like it. I love you three!

You know you love us

I love animals but I didn't realize I loved them this much... I'm new to this animal lover thing.

We proud, honey.