I miss you guys

...but I'm out of place now. Ganon naman e.

GOOOOOOOD MORNING!!!

Good good morning. Got to office early (8 FREAKING AM). Found wifi in the smoking area. I am having coffee and a fag. I found love.:-) Haha.

Okay, I was chatting with Sarah baby and she sent me links. I was laughing my heart out when I opened the sites. These are just so sad hahahahahaha.

...and I thought I should be humiliated for attending an extremely formal party with jeans on. Haha.

Oh in case you're interested to see the answers to the question posted, check this out: http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20090326170918AAco0t5. :-) 

I just had the best laugh for this week hahahahaha.

(Pictures are from http://failblog.wordpress.com)

ALL OUT!

All out to have forty five minutes. All out to be second.

What does it take to get to first? I'm tired na e :-(

Lazy blogger!

HAIRCUT! Cause it was too hot and I was too down (I am so proving you wrong next year, I swear I am). I wanted it shorter tho. Maybe in two weeks haha.

I have been listening to New Soul by Yael Naim since I woke up. La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la. (Thanks, Ish! I counted the la's by the way hahahaha)

That is all for now. I am about to leave the house to work. Ta-ta!

P.S. Please don't watch The 6th Day. It's another Schwarzenegger movie good God.:-S

With an awesome five!

The two week vacation before internship has already started and it is in fact about to end, but I haven't made a single blog entry about how it has been for me. Consider it weird for a 'regular' blogger like me to take an unexpected break from all the journal writing when she actually has the luxury to blog more because of less workload. Maybe the self-isolation is my form of 'escape'. See, I never really believed in escape; never even found it necessary. I used to think that escapism is for cowards who cannot find it in themselves to face reality. But that was only until I myself found it necessary to seek some kind of escape just so I could clear my head up a bit. Not that I'm lost. I just feel like it's becoming more and more of a need for me because I've been postponing it for quite some time now.

Last April 3-5, another batch was held. And as usual, I attended Kuya Mark and Ate Nancy's Loving Heart talk. I cried (as usual, it never fails). There's always something new I realize about myself every time "bumabalik ako", and for that batch, it was that I liked shutting others out of my life when I need them most. I think it's cause I don't like you (you know who you are hehe) seeing me at my weakest and most vulnerable. I don't want you to have to shoulder the burden or the responsibility of helping me carry my cross. But you were there, you still are, and like you said, you will always be. So there's no point in shutting you out. See, I will say this once but, I need you the most right now. Thank you for loving me more when I least deserve it. I hope you know that I love you (too) with a five.:-)